Showing posts with label Me Myself and I. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Me Myself and I. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Akibat tahan......

Apakah akibatnya tahan kencing dari pagi hingga pukul 3pm dengan pakaian "skirt"??




Angkat skirt, pulled down my stockings and a tight short pant.

Why the short pants?? Only people my size will understand...heheheeeee... and that's why I hate skirts!!!

Next...

Sit on the bowl and wee wee.....

Apsal tak dengar bunyi yg kuat kadar decibelnyer??

Moi forgot to pull down the knickers!!!!!! Dangit!!!!

Don't even asked me how I manage to clear the mess, but I did. Thanks to always having a spare of knickers in my toiletries bag.




Ya....malu nak cerita...tapi ini blog saya...saya akan baca lagi 10tahun akan datang dan gelak sendiri...insya Allah...

Dan kalau kalau saya ader penyakit batu karang...mintak dijauhkan..it serves me right..

More post Raya stories soon...

Sekarang amatlah busy...amatlah busy....busy menembak, berperang air, memeluk, membaking...dan macam-macam lagi....argghhhh...Facebook adalah sungguh addictive!!!

Friday, October 05, 2007

Of good old days...



I got a call couple of days ago from an old friend. My alma mater will be having charity night dinner on the 3rd Nov. She was at the school doing some invigilating work and the teacher has asked her to help in selling the tables.

I have not been to my school since the day I picked up my SPM result. Phewww...14 years ago??? That long???

And after 14 years, some teachers still have my name at the back of their palm. Aaaa...and why is that??

My friend said somehow the teachers remembered more of the art streams students compared to the science stream.

And I said, sure laaa..who wants to remember the geeks??

We, the arts gals colored the school with life and attitude....but thanks to these geeks who made our school at top ranking year after year academically.

The good old days...This I must say was one of the best moment of my life. I shall cherished it forever.

I'm humming the school song now...but only managed to get to the second sentence..
Any Old Girls out there can help with the full lyrics??

Ouh...every convent I know have this other school that we're always trying to bring down...ours was MGS Klang...hahahahaaaaa.....which one was yours??

But I love my softball years and I thanked MGS for making us a better team.

Hustle up!!! Hustle up!!! Swing batter, swing batter, swing batter, swing...swing..

Friday, September 28, 2007

The humble, the good and the BODOH SOMBONG!!

If there's anything at left for RHB to be proud of, credit must be given to Mr Lee at Maharajalela Branch for bending the rules.

If he did not bend it like "leeckham" I would be shopping with "air liur" this saturday. Damn pencopek!!!

I swear if I ever kena "seluk saku" lagi, I will knock myself on the wall!!!

Thank you Mr Lee, for making me smile that Wednesday. Dah lah aku rempuh hujan naik monorail from BN to Maharajalela dengan uniform aku yg antaranyer adalah black jacket!!!

When I reached there, the lady at the counter said, they cannot give me a new card without my original mykard. WTF!!!! What the hell we have temporary ID for then? How the hell am I going to withdraw my money??? I demand for the Bank Manager.

After much persuading, showing my unhappiness with the procedure and how it was inconvenient for me...he finally gave in. Ahhhh....victory...Power of persuasion do comes in handy.

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Kringgg...kringg....

Good afternoon, Housekeeping , May I assist you?

Tolong bagi baju lepas mandi

Errr...baju lepas mandi?? errr...baju macam mana yer tu?

Ma...dier tak paham laaa...

Alaaa..takkan baju lepas mandi tak tau...cakap ngan dier dlm laci ader satu jer..

Baju lepas mandi, yg dalam laci tu..ader satu jer....

Cik MMMMMM.....baju lepas mandi tu bathrobe!!!!

Ohhhh....nak bathrobe yer?? Itu namer dier bathrobe...

Aaaaa...tak kisah lah namer dier aper pun....hantar satu!!

Tup...letak telefon.

Dah lah BODOH...SOMBONG plak tu!!!! Inilah MELAYU kiter...kalau kutuk lebih terasa. Niece aku yg lima tahun pun tau bathrobe tu aper.

Argghhh!!!!!

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Kring...Kring...

Good afternoon, Housekeeping, May I assist you?

Allo.. err...may I knooww where I can wash my hair?

Err...no water in your bathroom ma'am?

No...no...I want to make beeeyootifool hare...

Beautiful hairrr???

Yes...u know..pleety..pleety hare..

Ohh...hair salon?

Solly..i no sepeakk..englis...

U sepeeakk...mandarin ma'am?

Err...no undestand...

Talk...talk mandarin, hokkien, cantonesse??

Ouuhhh...talk..talkk...chinesee...shanghai...

OOuuhh...ok.wait (Grab my chinese staff)

Blaaaa....blaa.a...blaaaa....blaaaaa....blaaaa...bukit bintang, klcc...monorail...taxi..blaa...blaaa...

xie xie nie...(thank you)

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Sabar...sabar.....

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

You win some..you lose some...

What did I win?

Well I didn't actually win anything instead I got them as presents.... So what did I get....not many but it's special.



Yeaah..I loicke Tweety...I tot i taw a putty tat..I tit..tit.... Did I mentioned my friend hand made this card. She does lovely cards....cute ehh??


I bought these for me...It's hard for me to find sandals that fits me perfectly and this one fits me perfectly..It was also cheap..only RM39.90...hehhh..hehhh..now I know where to go for comfy cheap sandals...they have many collections of gorgeous sandals...I loickee.....:)


Me friend above...just know how to get me things. Just what I need...a bag to match my sandal..



Tengkiu...tengkiu...mak lang for this lovely bag...again specially handmade for moi!!! Cantekkk!!! me sukerrr....



Taaraaaaa!!!! 3 new things to add into my list...I so like earth color things..



This one above...mak lang made it for my friend...hehhhehheee..she actually like mine, the flower design. But since it was my birthday...so I get pick first...tengkiu dodie....

What did lose?

Arggghhhhh!!! This is the painful part. On Monday, I went to BB to breakfast with couple of office mates. We took the monorail at Bukit Nanas and got down at BB. I thot someone was pushing me extra hard and felt like my bag was rummage thru. But I was on the phone. As soon as I got down the monorail I felt that I should check my bag and true to my instinct, my wallet was gone!!!! kapishh!!!!

Happened it a split second... Phone rang seconds before approaching the BB Station, the idiot must have noticed that I did not zip my bag when I took out the phone.

Dangit!!!!


Memang dugaan!!!

What was gone?

4 ATM's card
Driving license which had my 18yp picture on it....grrrr
MYKad
MyOldIc which had my 12yo picture on it...double grrr....sentimental yoo!!!
UK NI Card
MPH Membership card
Blood Identification card
Old UK Student card
London Tube Map
EPF Card
Cash about RM60ish...phewww...

and my GUCCI wallet I bought like 10years ago dgn titik peluh gaji maser muder muder....uwaaaa!!!!! me cannot afford that now...you know how leather gets better year after year.....uwaaaaa!!!!!

Bensi!!!!...Bensi!!!!Bensi!!!!!!

Ya Allah..berikan lah aku tahap kesabaran yang tinggi...and please if someone finds my wallet, please call me, my name card is in there.....sedihh woooo....

Lepas buka puasa, straight to police station. Then called 4 banks on the way back home.

I must give credit to HSBC for having the most efficient telebankers!!! My call was picked up in less than 2 minutes...

MBB....comes 2nd

PBB...3rd place

And the worst among the lot....

RHB!!! damn machine voice was entertaining me for like what seems ages!!! like 10 minutes or so!! Blood sucking bank!!! Sajer taktik nak perabih bill henfon aku!!!

I hope the contact number they gave on the fliers of Nurin(the missing child) is reliable.

Sungguh menduga kan indeed.....

I hope next week will be better. Ouhh...and I was called for an interview. I went and was told they will call me next week. Not gonna put my hope high this time...we'll see...

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Traffic stress...

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak..

Salam semua...

6th day into saum. How is everyone doing? I feel the Ramadhan this year it's cooling, perhaps it's too early to say. I'm glad it's going on smoothly for me despite having to handle the opening of our suite floor.

Berbagai-bagai juadah sudah aku rasa dibulan mulia ini. Baik yang dimasak ataupun yang dibeli. Yang dimasak sudah tentu tentulah bukan dari air tangan aku. Kebanyakkan dari air tangan kakak aku. Tiap kali makan, mummy akan bertanya, ok tak..ada yang kurang? Jawapan aku senang sahaja, apapun bukan mummy yang masak, so I still know.

Last Friday nawaitu nak berbuka dirumah, maklumlah hari pertama aku berbuka dipejabat gara-gara menunggu brudder yang hantar tilam baru itu. Rahmatnya, dari pejabat aku terus ke masjid untuk menunaikan terawih. Alhamdullilah... sebab kalau dirumah harus selepas berbuka, maghrib dan isya, syaitan-syaitan yang dikurung itu tetap dapat menggoda aku untuk terus menonton astro.

Bergerak dari pejabat sekitar pukul 4.45pm dan aku sampai rumah lagi 3 minit untuk berbuka itupun setelah membuat pit stop di pasar ramadhan yang pada ketika itu hanya tinggal sisa sisa sahaja. Dapatlah aku membeli 3 putu piring untuk mummy dan yong tau foo. Ok lah tu..dari balik dengan tangan kosong.

Berbalik kepada "traffic jam" tahap gaban hari Jumaat itu. Memang serik..itu adalah kali terakhir aku akan keluar 4.45pm. Aku boleh pulang pukul 4pm kalau mahu, jadi selepas ini, aku akan memastikan yang aku akan bergerak dari carpark pada pukul 4.05pm ataupun tunggulah sahaja untuk berbuka di pejabat.

Sesungguhnye sungguh menduga aku. Sudah aku berjanji untuk tidak memaki hamun, namun kesesakan lalu lintas yang berlaku, memang menguji kesabaran aku. Kena pula ada pemandu yang skema tak tentu pasal!! Dah la aku bagi jalan, lepas tu gerak macam siput and the car in front of her is like a mile away!!! Mana aku tak hangin??

Aku dah menggunakan segala jenis short-cut yang aku tahu, semua tidak berhasil...arrghhh!!! sungguh penat...

Harap-harap minggu depan akan lebih baik...

Dan ouhh....good news..I've got 5 days of leave for Raya...cukup lah..cuti lama-lama pun boring.

Friday, August 31, 2007

Merdeka kah kita??



What MERDEKA means to me?

It has and always will be my birthday.... The day the nation celebrate independence, I celebrate a day of being a year errrr..wiser :)

Couple of days ago, mom said we do not understand what "MERDEKA" means, just because I ridiculed the fact she insisted to fly the flag at the balcony. She said, if we had to go through what she had to go through pre-merdeka, we would appreciate it.

As I grow ..eheemm.. wiser..I don't feel we're Merdeka..there's still something missing, a gap somewhere...

My few small years abroad have given me different perspective in life. Racism yeah..it exists everywhere, different cultures and religions. On some bad day people get thrown by bad eggs or stones...so shit happens. After the 9/11 it was even worst, anyone with hijab is a threat to their so called better society.

Despite what's going on, at the work place, there are rights. Rights for all to work in peace and harmony. A right to bicker, to bitch, to shag, to snog...errr..okeh..whatever..

We had 2 somalians who wore hijab at work. The management allowed this as long as it's neat and black in color.

Back in KL, in the industry I am and under the much talk about Islam Hadhari by Pak Lah, all the staffs have to remove their hijab just to earn a living. I know we have options, but sometimes in a country where there isn't much to offer, what choices do these people have?

Merdeka kah aku? Merdeka kah aku for letting this happen? Everyday I ask myself this..merdeka kah negara ini, sedangkan negara yang bukan Islam agama rasminya tapi masih membenarkan pemakaian hijab di tempat kerja.

I know my heart feel for these people, but what can I do? I'm earning a living too..

What do you think? Merdeka kah kita sepenuhnye??

At 32, I don't think I'm MERDEKA yet...

Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
NOT A DAY OLDER BUT A YEAR WISER
MAY ALLAH BLESS ME WITH MORE GREAT YEARS TO COME
MAY ALLAH BLESS ME WITH HIS RAHMAT DAN NIKMAT

This morning before I left, my mom wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I saw her looking fragile, she hugged me. I asked for her forgiveness, I asked her to halal my makan and minum and I asked for her to wish me well. They say a mother's word is the best ever...

Ya, Allah, kau ampunilah dosa kedua ibu-bapaku, berikanlah mereka kesihatan yang baik, kelak nanti kau letakkan lah mereka dikalangan orang-orang yg mulia disisiMu...


I'm off to Perhentian where I hope to be liberated by the fresh air, clear water and free sun....

See you all in 8 days!!

Thursday, August 16, 2007

21 things I want in a lover

21??? if I can get 5 out of 21 would be a blessing already...

Missy K.U dahling ............ Here goes....


1.Financial stability - those days when moi used to say, money is not important, is the heart that counts. I feel like spitting to myself now. So ok money is not everything but is part of everything....moi tak nak hipokrit ok!! Not that I want someone who has billions like Bill Gates tapi kalau setakat dah kawin mak nak beli baju dalam pun nak kena pikir seratuih kali...thank you so much laa...I rather remain single...at least he must be able to sustain himself..

2. Fairer than me - ok... bukan nyer racist or anything of that species..I wud prefer my otherhalf to be fairer than me disebabkan saya agak gelap. Saya amat mementingkan breed yang saya akan hasilkan hehhh..hehhhh....Infect I said to my mom once....I want someone that can give me gorgeousssss juniors!!!

3. Taller than moi - 6ft wud be purrfeeecctt... Just so I'll appear tiny next to him...Kurang kurang takde la nampak cam no 10...hehhh..hehhh..


4.Minimum requirement - Must be able to converse in English and several other language if possible. Dan cakap Melayu is essential too sbb sometimes I want to campur the language yg takder direct translation in English..get wht I mean?

Not that I have an excellent English....but if everytime I try to have a simple conversation and the reply is "u tak leh cakap melayu ker...I nie orang kampung la..tak reti cakap omputih" alaaaa..turn off sehh..

5. Preferbally mualaf before I meet him - Weird ehhh...In other word...non malay le kan...dlm hal nie aku terpaksa bersetuju dengan Missy dan chic...as Missy was saying..Do I need to elaborate further?? If there is a Malay chap tolong tolong laaaa....not the bloddy typical one okeeh??!!

6. Someone that can appreciate food - love to cook, love to eat, love to shop for food, love to explore international food and appreciate the fact that a woman need a fantastic kitchen and creative utensils whether or not she cooks...hehhh..hehhhh

7. Someone who love music and adore singing with me be it in the car, toilet ka, or wherever laaa....and kalau aku nak nyanyi nasyid pun dier mesti layan haku ok!!

8. Knows how to challenge me and handle my mood swings and my food cravings dan bermacam lagi masalah berpunca dari syndrom PMS...


9. Must love and wants to have kids...

10. Ader sense of humor tahap gabannyer...bukan lawak bodoh kritikal yer kakak..kakak..

11. Yang boleh membimbing aku bukan nak kritik 24jam...know how to tackle an issue and not yakkk...yakkk..yakkk...but no action!! Kalau asik nak kritik jer, mintak mahap la brudder...mak jalan dulu!!! Dan please no bragging sambil flicking fingers...total turn off!!


12. One that don't force me to call him "Abang" no matter what is our age difference!! Please kalau aku nak abang, aku dah ader 2 abang dan kuzen kuzen brudder yg aku panggil abang jugak..so please....no "Abang" for me...

13. One that can drive smoothly on land. Since I have good sense of direction and reads the map well, this will be a good combo. Tak payah nak kalut kalut, aku stress kalau dapat mamat yg dah la drive pun berterabur, sense of direction pun hancus!!!

14. He either must be a handy man or someone that knows how to upkeep the houskeeping of the house. Tolong ye...gone are the days where the man just sit at home and bacer suratkhabar satu hari and expect a cup of coffee every 3 hours..

15. Knows that I need my space and he needs to have his space too....sometimes nak breather la kan... teringat balik kisah lama...ohhh..tak larat la nak berkepit jerrr..

16. I'm not particular about fashion as long as it's sedap mata memandang. TETAPI!!! MEMAKAI SELUAR DIMANA BAHAGIAN ATAS ADALAH DIATAS PUSAT TIDAK DIBENARKAN SAMA SEKALI DAN PEMAKAIAN KASUT TANPA STOKIN DILARANG SAMA SEKALI!! JUGA MEMAKAI SELUAR CARROT CUT TIDAK DIBENARKAN WALAUPUN PADA SATU MASA AKAN DATANG IA AKAN MENJADI KEGILAAN FASHION, LOVER SAYA TIDAK DIBENARKAN MEMAKAI SELUAR CARROT CUT INI DAN KASUT ADER BUCU BESI HARUS DIBUANG DALAM SUNGAI KELANG!!!
AND KEEPING ONE FINGER NAIL LONG IS GROSS!!!! NAK KOREK APER WEEIIHH???? CLEAN WELL KEPT NAILS IS MY BOO..(TAKYAH LA SAMPAI NAK GIE MANICURE PLAK)

17. Since aku adalah didalam kategori kaum hawa yang bukan A list, so whoever that man is, he must accept me as I am and that changes are possible but naturally and gradually and not an overnight thingy... and accept the fact that I'm a simple gal who wears jeans and tops everyday, tidur pakai t-shirt besar and kaftan and only dress on ocaasion when is required..kalau nak suh aku pakai dres and la perla lingerie tiap tiap hari..mintak mahap je la yerr...

18. He must accept my family as they are, not necessarily engaging every ounce of breath with them but acknowledging their existence is important to me.

19. Must be able to swim...errr..dun ask why...I feel safer if that "he" can swim.

20. He who will kiss me every single day of my wasted life, he who would not shy away from holding my hands after having 5 kids, he who will treat me like his queen even after our golden anniversary and he who will not make me turn against my parents unwillingly.

21. Lastly, one that can tame me. Not that I'm wild but sometimes I like to be the one who is being control than the one controlling. Mak penat dah la nak jadi boss...kat office dah cukup laa....


Folks...remind me to go through this entry again if ever get to the "I do" stage... We'll see how many of the above list materialised....

And let's see who shall I tag...hmmm.. Cosmic Gurl...married people also have wishes kan..kan.... Sistah Tynna, Fiona Ice and Itote @ OZ

Monday, August 13, 2007

Rush and Ravenous Weekend...

Feeling not so happy?? Need a good hard laugh?? Go and watch these two...











Damn hilarious yo!!!

After the mad, crazy gelak sampai nak nangis Rush Hour 3, we were feeling ravenous and since that promo by CosmicGurl on the Portobello's Mushroom Burger, we went and search for Mr CJ's himself...

Yes we found it!!

And this is what we ate... my girlfriend and moi...




Charbroiled chicken salad....cruncy beb...




Beef Chilly Cheese Fries...OMG!!! Cheesylicious..Beefylicious...Bootylicious..oppss!!!


And just you look at the drooling Portobello's burgerrrr...grrrrrr.... and the mushroom's slices and all of it....yummeh!!!

And off course accompanied by the free flow of ice tea...




What a blast weekend...How was your weekend?

And I have some to do list and KIV's for the weeks to come.


Cleared :-

1. MU vs Reading - 0/0 -------------- :(

2. 8 days leave application from 31st August - Approved -------------- yeeehaaa!!!

To Do :-

1. Things to buy for the trip to Long Island, NY...hehhh..hehhhh...Pulau Perhentian jerrr..

2. Watch Ratatoooeee the rat.... getting free tix today...

3. Find out more about where to stay in Long Beach...any recommendations?

4. Tagged by Missy is K.U - Mak tgh draft ni...:)

5. Long overdue tagged by Brudder Idham - Also under construction..:) sorry for the delay. I know I don't qualify for your charity contributions, but I'll still do it.

KIV :-

1. Went for 2nd interview last week, they will call me back this week for any good or bad news...uuuuhhhh...really hope I'll catch this one.

Good week ahead to all of you...

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Down whooshhh it goes.....



The above...my watch had a wet day yesterday!!!! uwaaaaa!!!!! stress!!!!

It went whoosh into the hole below............uwaaaaaa...














and it has lost it's little thingy button at the side which I'm assuming have been flushed by moi...:(

The hole was with wee wee..I repeat wee wee water.....euwwwww!!!!!

Contemplating for a few seconds, then I just dip my hands into the hole..........ouuhhhhh...with my eyes close....

A quick wash with the soap...quick dry..dry...with the tissues and hair dryer..



It's still working but it's still slightly wet inside...I wonder what liquid is in there??

I gotta go to the watch repair shop soon...

Benci!!!! I shud not have taken off my watch...:(

Monday, July 30, 2007

Monday "Bright" Blues

As expected I was out sick today. I woke up again to heavy head and aching body. So I decided to skip the day. Then I thought, if this "layan sakit" mode goes round for another day, I'll be a dead duck by the end of the week. I need to some sweat..

So I called up the service centre to fix an appointment for my car, which is like 10000km overdue. I figured if I'm gonna doze off again, I might as well doze of while waiting for the car. Kill 2 birds with one stone ehh...

Then I checked my clinic book to see the nearest appointed clinic. Ouuh.. it's opened at 8.30am. So at about 8am, I got up and carried my sorry ass to the toilet for a quick shower. Got dress and gelled my hair. The thing about bob cut wavy hair, you've gotta have decent gel on it or I would look like "pompuan mati laki". So in my pathetic state, I still gel my hair.

Reached the clinic by 8.35am, registered and waited. Called the office. Saw the doctor at about 9.15, because by the time I got in earlier, there were like 4 people ahead of me.

I saw a poster about weight loss outside and so I asked the doctor about it. The doctor just said, the only way to loose weight is to eat less and exercise. All these weight loss programme are eventually bad for health.

I said, really??? Well he looks more like a sinseh than a doctor so that figures out the conventional thinking.

Then I asked him to check my bp. I've had nurses having problem find my veins in process to take my blood but for bp...hmmm..never. This doctor had to do twice. And when he wanted to do it the 2nd time he just said, I have to try again aaa..because you are so fat....ello!!!! he's lucky I'm too sick to reply anything.

Whatever la doc!!! Most importantly, I got my MC for the day.

Then I went to the service centre, It was almost 10am. I finished Dina Zaman's - I am a muslim and slept like 3 rounds while waiting for my car. The weather didn't help either, it was raining the whole morning till noon.

Then I decided, since I'm so near Subang, I might as well go and do my atm banking at hsbc and eon. So I drove towards Subang. As soon as I turned into SS15, I can't help to stop at the rojak and cendul stall. I haven't had that for ages!!!

I told myself, I have the antibiotics, paraceps and cap ibu dan anak. These should help, and off I went and queued for a plate of rojak sotong and telur and then a bowl of cendul. Bought a bottle of water and whack my antibiotics. Mind tricks ehh, eat that and no amount of rojak or cendul will do any damage. Am I sick or what??? Ouhh.I tapaued 3 rojaks for people at home.

Continued my banking then head home. OOpppss..I dropped by at the apartment to pay my maintenance fees. Now that's done, means I've almost done all the banking I need for August. Productive ehhh...And I'm feeling much better by late afternoon.

Got home and rest for awhile.

Did I mentioned that my handphone went kaput like a zillion times and lucky I have my back up 3310. But dangit!!! most of my numbers are in the phone memory and the "menu" keypad doesn't work.

Maybe it's time to say goodbye... It's gonna be 4 years in Sept.

About 5.30pm I went to the nearest IT Centre. It's not Low Yat but can do for me. And suddenly I have the urge to eat Char Koay Teow and Teh O Ais.

I went up to 3rd floor and scout for my new gadget. Call me freak, but I somehow cannot settle with 2nd hand when it comes to gadgets like this. My eyes was locked to only 1 model. I thought I'm gonna have a hard time to choose but it was a breeze. Well of course I would like the latest Dopod or a lil' sumthin' sumthin' high end phone but this one's ok for my budget at the moment.

Next step, which shop gives the better bargain. I went to about 8 shops and the last one caught me. Not just the model availability but also the friendly "Ah Beng" who worked there. Also he gave the best offer with additional stuffs. And he managed to transfer my phone numbers into the new SD card. Sad to say my old phone can only do one to one transfer. And guess what??? I have almost 400numbers stored. Imagine his fingers!! But he did it and without the slightest frown. For doing that I gave that phone for free. So good ehh..

It took him almost and hour and a half to do all that. And while he was doing that I had my crave fulfilled. Aaaaaaa....one of my best sick days..I'm definitely getting better.

I was contemplating between 2 models of the same kind. I finally settled for the updated version, because it had 1.3pix. I like taking photos, but borrowing in the family sometimes gives me "kecik hati" like, go buy your own laaa...pinjam tak tau pulang or pinjam kalau rosak sendiri mau hingat kinda thing. U get me??

So for about 100rm more than what I budgeted, I can strike off my intention to get a new camera, for this year at least.

Again killed 2 birds with one stone... I offered the "Ah Beng" my 3310. He said 20linggit... forget it I said. I might as well keep this for rainy days like today.

I said goodbye to "Ah Beng" and said, see you in 4 years...and he said aiiyooo!!!

I laughed and he laughed too...

I got home happy and feeling much better.

Went to see my mom in her room, and she said "tak makan bubur pulut hitam tu" and I said, "I'm gonna eat now".

See, mom knows I like this. Infect I remembered few years ago before I left for UK for the first time to work, she asked me what I wanted to eat. I said "bubur pulut hitam". She just said, "tak yah la, dah sihat, tak makan pun tak rugi" I just kept quiet.

A day before my flight, she cooked a whole pot for me. She has instinct she does..

Also I remembered one fine weekend, my SIL called up.

"UBA, on the way now, no need to cook, we'll buy somethings. Tell mommy.

So I told my mom, she just went, Ehhh...my son and cucu wants to come and you said no need to cook, terrible laa..so malas. Tell them no need to buy, just come straight, I'll cook lunch.

Aikk...me yang kena marah,it was not me who said no need to cook??? Kena!!

She cooked for us a fabulous feast that day. Everyone licked their fingers and my brother refilled twice which he rarely does. Even the cucu's are enjoying themselves.

11 days later, my brother died. Till today she remembered the last time she cooked for her beloved son.

You see??? How can I "merajuk" with my mom? I can...but not for long..and I don't want to do it again..it's tiring.

So I went to the kitchen, ate my bubur. I was asking the maid something when I saw her standing behind the dining room counter which have view to the TV at the hall. I asked what was she doing? And she said sheepishly - tgk tv Ibu.

I did not say anything nor I showed a dissatisfied face. You see we have one spare tv upstairs, my old tv. When we wanted to get a maid, I offered this TV to be put in the kitchen. My Kak Long went berserk straight. And of course what she says goes and mom has no objection.

I mean 2 years contract and no TV?? How mean can someone be? I don't know...I think this is too much. I've worked in a private household before and I clearly understand the feeling. If my ex-employee did not supplied us with the cable tv and gave us a day off in a week, I would go cuckoo. So imagine my maid with no TV for another a year and a half to come?? Don't even mention about off day or having mobile phone.

I understand the action are based on the many reports by relatives, friends and media. But humans has sense of judgement and heart. Just got to use it wisely.

Well that's just my view. And because my share for the maid's fee is just peanut, I'd rather keep my mouth shut. My energy's drained out especially when it comes to my Kak Long.

Wooww...ain't this a loooong post for a sick person?

Have good week you all....

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Crazy deed


I seriously don't know what got over me.

Picking up strangers for a lift??


I drove to work today because I had a whole day of training session. Parked at a public carpark opposite "smell good" Dang station. It was a wet evening today. After the training ended at about 5.30pm I stopped by at the office and hanged out while waiting for the rain to subside.

At about 7pm I walked over to my car and as soon as I entered the car...terkial kial with my umbrella and bag..came this man to me. I was a bit scared. His hand was behind his back and I was imagining the worst. He asked me for RM2 and when he was about to tell me his story, I just shrugged him off and shut the car door. Immediately I locked it.

I felt guilty to the max. I don't know why. I kept glancing to my right to see this man who went back under the shade, I guess waiting for other resources to come by. But something in his face is telling me that I should have given the 2 bucks he wanted. After all it's only 2 bucks....even if he's not telling the truth, so what??

Ignite the car and drove out. I stopped almost at the exit area and was still feeling guilty. Kept looking over this man...But by this time he was gone. I felt guilty to the max.....

Then I saw a white male hailing a cab under the drizzling rain. 3 cabs stopped but none willing to take him to wherever it is he wants to go. The road I'm exiting was free from traffic but opposite road traffic was moving like a bunch of snails.

I still feel I must do something to cover my guilty conscious state. So after few text messages and a phone call and this guy is still trying in vain for a cab, I rolled down the screen and shouted...


Me -

Hi there...

You know...I don't think there will be any cab going to anywhere it is that u wanna go...

He -

Ya...I don't know why, where I'm going there is no traffic...

Me -

I'm sorry, I don't usually do this, but I was on the phone and saw you trying to hail a cab for quite sometime already, I can't help it but to ask.

Where are you heading?

He -

I'm going to bla...bla...cangkat ceylon...blaa...blaa...

Me -

Ok, c'mon I'll give u a ride... Hop In..

He -

Ohhh...thank you so much...

Inside the car...

I was babbling to him about my feeling guilty over the 2 bucks that I needed to do something good to make me feel better. So is his lucky day today...

Sempat la aku interview mamat nie...works at Wisma Denmark with Alcatel, his name is Thomas and from France and he lives with few other french mate and one spanish guy and aaaalllll of them works at Alcatel...dan sumer nyer berumur 25 tahun....has been here for 10months and they have a 2 years contract...uiii....nasib la pangkat adik adik utk akak..kalo takk...mak dah mintak nombor tepon!!!

After I dropped him off...I just realised that I could have gotten my self killed..ok maybe that's overrated..but heck it can happen!!!

Aper nak jadie ngan aku nie... Always do things wayyyy ahead before my right brain have the time to think..

Btw...I'm going for an interview tomorrow..tolongla doa doa utk aku...it's my dream post and I'll be the youngest to ever hold the post in the association..if I get it.

Please Allah...if this is for me...please grant it. If not, please open more opportunities...Amin...

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And don't forget the Blogathon 2007.

Stay up and make a difference!!!

Or better yet...sleep early and wake up for my slot..hehhh..hehhhh

My slot it's changed to 5am - 7am...

Bagus lepas tu terus pie jogging :)

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

RIP

~It is good that we do not all think alike. It is the difference of opinions that makes life interesting~ By Bridget Menezes

I read this article today and would like to share it with the rest of you.

Everyone's special

In a family, there is no need to suppress or manipulate others. Neither is there the need to question each other's ideas, motives and actions.

For instance, instead of answering an intimidating question, allow some time and space for family members to cool down and for you to communicate kind and loving thoughts.

Then interact again with good humour.

Bad feelings are not allowed in the process as we will revert back to old patterns of thinking and make things worse.

If someone throws a "poor me" trap on you, let them know that you are not interested.

It is very boring to hear the same old tape again and again. Understanding that each one plays a different role in the family makes for harmony.

There will be opportunities for new experiences and learning and understanding and love.

Most of us focus on our flaws. We deal with this by believing that we are better than others.

In reality, we are all valuable. Reject your doubts and insecurities. Keep affirming to yourself that you are unique, and treasure your "specialness".

I'm glad I ran across this article. It made me feel that I'm not at all not special. That I've look into my flaws without giving the better part of me a chance to grow. I let people tell me that I'm low and insecure. And these are the people whom I'm supposed to love unconditionally and even strangers.

RIP.....my inner insecurities emo...it's a new dawn for me tomorrow and more to come....

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RIP to all the 6 Nuri's crew found killed in the deep jungle steep ravine somewhere in Genting Sempah, Pahang today.



I'm pertubed by the comment of the our Deputy PM who's also the defence minister earlier today. It went something like this...

~Kita takder option as Nuri is the main transport for the ATM dalam menjalankan operasi keseluruhan jadi kita tak boleh tamatkan ini dengan serta merta.~

NO OPTION????

We always have choice..that's why we are call humans and not animals...

May Allah put them among the pious and may we be their neighbours.

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I flip through the "THE STRAIT TIMES" today and was laughing when I saw the last page at the sports section....

I hope to see some lights in our football scene..if bunch of foreigners running around can attract me, I'm sure MALAYSIA BOLEH too....the question is when?? and how??

RIP FAM and may the new FAM can bring our football to greater heights...

Friday, July 13, 2007

Week of rambling entries...

Last week when I went for a slept over at my friend's place kat Flora Damansara, we went for a midnight show kat cineleisure. I told her aku tak suker pie kat situ because it's bloody high up and everyone move like a turtle kat escalator.

And she said takper..takper..she would show me a secret route. And secret route she did showed me. By the time we reached home dr tingkap dier nampak berduyun-duyun org baru nak kuar dr situ....kaaaahhhh....kahhhhh.... sumernyer budus budus belaka..errr..walaupun aku dalam kategori itu sebelumnyer.

Anyway ladies n gentlemen, not one soul followed us to the lift..not one single soul. We were like chipmunks, she hold my hand and whispered to me..ok ready?? ready to make a turn and just follow me. satu makhluk pun tak ikut.... and while waiting for the lift tu, I'd expected ader la sorang dua yg pandai kan??? takder satu pung???

Sungguh terrer kawan aku nie...aku suker..aku suker...

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It's been couple of days I was not online. Felt so exhausted, penat to the max..Every time I reached home, I switch on my wi-fi but never made it to the lap top. After cold shower, I'll ended up on my tilam. Sedar-sedar dah pukul 2-3 pagi. It's a girl thing nie kot..PMS takder tapi penat gilers.

In my tiredness I made it to the cinema for like 3 times this month. Thanks to Transformers to Die Hard 4.0 and also Harry Potter..pheww....and this not including Surf's Up and few others. Plus ader beberapa dvd pirate kat rumah yg still waiting to be watch. Kopak woii.... and everytime I go to them movies, for sure mesti singgah kopitiam. Many kopitiams now... goodbye starbuck for now...i'm hooked to local coffee.. plus is cheaper. I find it ridiculous to drink coffee yg berharga 15++ and it's finished like within 10minutes?? OOhhh....mak terpaksa be very prudent nowadays... nak pie holiday nie..

Today I went and watched Harry Potter. 12.30pm nyer show. Dgn confidentnyer aku raser it can finish by 2.30pm because I promised my mom to fetch abah kat masjid lepas friday prayer. I was confused by an hour which should be 60mins and not 80mins as I'd calculated ..mental jam skejab.. anyway at 2.30 I rushed out to fetch my abah. He was waiting at the bus stand outside the masjid. Tetiber raser guilty plak for keeping him waiting. I guess I have to go for another round of Harry Potter. I didn't feel anything wasted or complained that I had to go and fetch Abah..infact I felt good that I did one good deed today. RM10 duit ticket wayang boleh dicari, driving my abah around, maybe I would not have that chance anymore, it could be me or him, either way I feel fabs....

Speaking about good deed, this week could be a my "my name is earl" week for me. yesterday on the way home in the tube, at KL Sentral station I managed to get a seat..phewww..what a relief..as I said I was very tired lately. As soon as I sat down, I closed my eyes. On my right were 2 ladies busy talking one another. After few stations, I opened my eyes and I saw this pregnant Indian lady carrying a which I think looked like a lap top carrier bag and she looked like about to faint and sweating. I looked at her, waited for her eyes to hit me and dengan gentlemennya I said, Mem, Would you like to sit down? I figured she was pissed with the 2 ladies yg kohok tu, when she sat down, loudly she said, thank you very much. Berbunga perasaan aku..hehhh..hehhh...

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I like this song. I heard it during the Diana concert and googled for it. DL the video on youtube and been watching it over and over again. Dengan tetibernyer aku raser mamat Heroes - Peter Petrelli tu adalah amat memberangsangkan..hehhh..heehhh... look when he's standing at the door with Fergie..ooohh..man....to die for tuuu!!! Earth to UBA....earth to UBA....reality check please...hehhh..hehhh... plus aku raser knickers fergie itu sunggulah sexy cute gitu...

Big girls dun cry yer...?? takder maknernyer..big girls cries the most..

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Today also I finally had a real conversation with my mom. I told her to ask my sister for the rental charges for my apartment as I need to send my car to service. I just needed my share. She said why don't I sms her and then she'll get it from my sis.

I told her, please don't ask me to talk to her. I'm not ready. Her last words to me striked through my heart so deep. It still hurt so bad.

I told my mom, my sister said "I NEVER contributed anything to the family". I told my mom, memangla monetary wise I contributed the least but I did contribute and still do. NEVER is an understatement. Mom senyap jer. But I knew she understood..she knows my kak long has a loud mouth. Infect she knows each of her childrens character. Tapi hati ini raser amatlah lega selepas melepaskan aper yg terpendam selama ini...

Ok..enough rambling for the week. Great weekend u olls sumer okay....

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Last Night..




I'm officially in love with this song for the time being. P.Diddy walaupun muker dier adalah amat mengirritatingkan but he sure damn produce some enjoyable songs. I wonder what JLo saw in him apart from his bling..bling..

I spend the night at my friend place. Suppose to have like pyjamas party la kononnyer sempena berpindah ke rumah baru...but all her friends ditched her except me...hahahaaahahh... sian dier..frustrated gilerss...

At 3am we're both still with our laptops dl songs dan mengrewind lagu nie buat kali yg keseribu while remembering my time at zaman tea dance di atria damansara...aaaa..aaa..sound familiar to some of you or not??? Don't tipu aaa...sesapa yg ader tuition dulu on saturday, jgn kelentong...mesti terjebak gak sekali dua kan?? ya..ya..saya mengaku...bahawasanyer saya adalah agak notty semasa dulu..:(

Btw...my friend nie moved to Flora Damansara. Memang flora gilers tempat dier nie...balcony memanndang hutan and at night since she's at the corner lot you can basically view the whole taman tun n pj...beeeyooootifulll..

And she just told me the good news that her boyfren for 11years promised that after this sailing trip, he will jumper her parents to get their blessings. Auuwwwww.... I'm so happy for her. By the time they will get married it will be their 12th year...phewwww...semoga sampailah ke jinjang pelamin

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

Alone



Last week I watched Fantastic Four ALONE....

Few days later my hormons urging me to grab that cheesey dip-licious pizza and I went, ALONE

Today I watched the awesome beyond words Transformers ALONE too..Aku tengah membayangkan kekalau ader producer memana nak buat film on my another fav 80's cartoon - JEM and the HOLOGRAMS...ingat tak? ingat? Jem is my name..no one else is the same..JEM is my name...our songs are better....hahhahaaa..tgk I still remember..

Nasib I cancelled my intention to grab kopi at the Kopitiam after the movie or it will again be an ALONE rendezvous...can we rendezvous alone? Why not ehh... killer coffee and one fantastic book..I can be in my own world.

Keyword here is ALONE.

When people ask..eh..tgk wayang? pie ngan saper?

Sorang laaa..

Ler ajak ler kawan...

"Sengeh cam kerang busuk" takper dah biaser..

How do I explain to people that it's ok to do things alone. I thot my circle of friends are vast, but everytime I want to do something, simple thing like watching movies or when I need to satisfy my craving for food...I go through my phone list and all I see....

married

married

married

boyfriend in town for 6 months

on confinement

busy with kids

and many many other reasons...

So I gave up waiting and I understood.

For the past 5 or 6 years or so I've been doing it alone. Macam sedih jer bunyikan?

Sedih is when I think kalau umur aku panjang I'll grow old without a companion dan dah tentu menyusahkan abang aku,kaka aku ker adik aku ker or if I die young I will loose the privilege of having a child praying for my wellbeing in the world hereafter.

When I broke up 7 years ago with my only, I repeat the only boyfriend, I didn't shed a tears. For some reason, dah takder air mata nak mengalir. Some people said break-ups can naturally make you slim down. Unfortunately not for me. But jinx la that guy, sampai skrg tak leh carik replacement. Some friends were telling me go and get some shaman to check on me, perhaps my ex cast a spell on me..like if I dun get you, no one can. And I said, pleeaassseee laaaa....like aku nie some big shot supermodel kerr...Queen Latifah pun lagie seksi dari aku wooo...

Lepas tu I ran ALONE abroad. When I came back, still people ask me, takder ker yg melekat? If only finding our otherhalf is like buying an apple off the rack, it's more like finding a needle in haystack. Selak saner selak sini..tak jumper jumper gak....sigh...

Mom aku pernah tanyer, why la I stuck with that ex of mine for 7 years? I said, mom I'm an uglyduckling and in order for my kids to be a beautiful swan lake, so my other half must me taller, slimmer, fairer and plus he has dreamy brown eyes and a real kissable lips.. With that killer looks and heart like mine...that genes combination would be a bomb!!! Haaahahhahahaaaa.... Mom gave up...suker hati laahhh..

What is it I'm trying to tell actually??...Lost track... Ohh...ingat.

I brought my Abah to his hospital appointment today, it's my turn or more like atas arahan - Yang Maha Mulia KakLong....but I was more than happy to do it ..got a reason to take a day off.

Alhamdullilah. he's ok. BP was a slightly higher than his last visit. Imagine if Abah didn't have kids to bring him for his check-up. Imagine me kalau panjang umur macam tu tapi takder anak. Hmmm....scary

I watched my Abah getting down from the car, going from one counter to another at the hospital, I'm glad HE knock some senses in me on accepting my Abah the way he is. When I was younger well not that young, every single things that he does I will scrutinized him to bit. Never on a same wavelength...kalau ingat ingat balik..Ya Allah..ampunkan lah dosa aku nie...menimbun-nimbun!!

The point is, Insya Allah he'll not be ALONE.

As for me? Only time can tell...

BTW, tks for all the comments for my previous post and happy to tell that I've spoken about 8-10 words to her today and she responded...yeyyy....It was not an apology or weeper drama queen nangis nangis but it's a start for me... :)

Monday, July 02, 2007

Of hoping and PMS post..

The deafening silence situation with my mom is almost becoming unbearable. Vice versa, not getting it from my kak long is giving me a peace of mind. Tranquility beyond imagination.

I'm a terrible person so kak long said. And she knows just how to push the button a lil' bit deeper. Weeks ago after the incident with my mom, she called me up while I was having lunch at work and nag..nag...nag...

Surprise..surprise..I was totally calm..hell I'd surprise myself. It wasn't because I had people around me but because I had enough.

I had enough of my siblings telling me that I'm a gone case...

I had enough of my siblings telling me that I NEVER contribute anything to the family..

I had enough of my siblings telling me all my mistakes which they themselves are doing it...

I had enough of my siblings telling me that I made my mom cry when each and everyone of them have done that and still doing it at times...

I had enough of my siblings telling me what are the consequences of being "anak tak dengar kata" when they are also the "anak tak dengar kata" in some situations...

I had enough of my siblings telling me that I'm not a good muslim, just because of the blunders I did in my life or because I did not see the light after performing the Umrah and that the trip was a waste of money...

I just had about enough....I love my family..honestly..really...but sometimes I prefer being far away from them. Distance makes the love grow fonder,being far make me feel more at home....

I think I perform better as a daughter/siblings when I'm far away. It's really depressing when you have siblings that think they have been doing more than the rest.

Since when doing something for your love ones become something measurable than an act of sincerity??

I miss having small talks with mommy. I still wish her formally when I see her at the patio upon leaving the house or vice versa.

I can't help but to recall the last phone conversation I had with kak long...nag..nag..nag...about my personal life, family and all...I just said..ok..ok...and ok... But when she started to question about my work, I politely told her that if she needed to nag on me about other things ok...but do not touch about my job.

And then she said, it's not easy talking to me, because I would usually answer back then hang up. Yeahh...I know..that's bad.

But that particular afternoon, she was the one who hung up on me.

Usually if it's was me who hung up the phone, it would followed by a SMS drama....

But I didn't bother to do the SMS drama thingy...it's not me. I'm not up to anymore verbal abuse and cat fight and I'm tired being criticized for not being the perfect daughter or the flawless siblings.

After finding out that Nour's mother passed away, I was like...what if it happens to me? Without doubt, I will cry and will have feeling of regrets.....

Off course to few people that I confide on this they all give me the same advise... and I think you guys know what it is. It's the most logical advise, I would have given the same advise given the same situation. And I totally agree with all of them.

Not a moment went by without thinking of her. I find myself keeping busy just to take me away from thinking so much about it. I've become a freakin weeper!!! When I'm alone I weep over small things....the sad story line on tv, when reading newspaper..almost about everything..I even weep when I saw P.Diddy's performing at the Concert for Diana..can you dig that?? I can't either...though I try to contained it within me only. Can't let it go in public ehh....

Without my mom, I think I will be at loose end.....the fact that I'm not talking to her but just seeing her made me feel all intact.

This time I'm going to follow my hunch like I always do, something good will turn out from this..I'm positive and that my mom will find her way to forgive me and I will crawl up to her and beg for forgiveness.

Do I make sense? Am I tempting fate here? What if...what if... I'm not going to think about it..she's my pillar of strength even if she always put me down about my weight, she's my world greatest mom....

Every cloud has a silver lining...

And I keep telling myself that...

Oh Allah, please make it easy and not make it difficult...Rabbi yasir walatuassir..

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Health babbling

Once upon a time long long ago....

Day 1

A - Eh..u know I went to see the doctor about this..etc...etc...blaa...blaa... then he advised to see gaini.

B - Hmm..I heard the gaini in this hospital is quite good..reliable...so and so....

Few days later....

A - Ehhh..where you went? not feeling well ka?

C - No lah...just went to see my gaini for the usual check up..

A - Ehh...you also pegie jumper gaini kaa?? which hospital?

C - Hospital so and so...

A - Famous yaa dr gaini...she's everywhere...

C - Ehh..mestila all women must see dr gaini niee..

A - "Dalam hati" I must see who is this famous gaini...

Another couple of days later...A went to the said hospital,

A - Excuse me..saya nak jumper dr gaini. Is she around?

Receptionist - Ader. Have you made any appointment? Gaini maner yg cik nak jumper?

A - Alaaa..dr gaini yg famous tu..byk kawan I jumper dier..

Receptionist - Err...gaini ader byk cik..which one do u wish to see?

A - Errr..gaini ader byk? wht do you mean ader byk?

Receptionist - "Senyum senget" Oooo...cik, I think you've misunderstood...gaini means

GYNAECOLOGIST, Doktor pakar sakit puan...Itu bukan nama cik.."senyum sumbing"

A - ooo....err..if that's the case you just book me with the best laa..."control macho"

Muahahaaaaa...muahahhaaaa....tu la perasan terer lagi....

Ok back to a more serious note...

I read the recent news about our drama queen actress Azean Irdawaty who already had her surgery to remove the lump and is now undergoing chemo.

May she fight this disease with a strong heart and may Allah protect her from any distress for He knows best...

We seem to take health issue lightly, time may have changed, technology have gone up by major scale but our people mentality on health is still at the shallow end. I for one have to admit this. "head down"

I remembered receiving a letter from my GP in UK in the year 2003 about my pap smear test. I was suppose to go for my 2nd check-up as they found a small cyst which they have taken some cell to do further test. At that time they told me that it was nothing to worry about.

I did not return for my 2nd check-up as I've flown back to KL and did not attempt to do so in KL after my mom got a shocked of her life that I took the pap smear test.

Being a semi conventional mother she is, she was like...eh pegi pap smear?? U are not married yet, why you do that? Did you know that they have to stick it in?

I said, yes mom, and for you information, all the girls in UK gets a letter from their GP on this test as soon as they finished high school.

Then I add on, takkan la org yg tak kawin sampai umur 50 don't need to get the test?? This disease is not only for married women kan Mie??

She just kept quiet. And I did not pursue with any follow up till now. No..I'm not blaming my mom for her lack in knowledge on this.

I just did not expect to look it at that angle - anak dara tak leh buat pap smear nanti pecah dara....Didn't expect that.. Has some sense in that... I dunno...anyone has opinion on this?

Anyway it's my body, I should have been more persistent.

I shall look into this pronto and also I've to do my mammogram, which I've never done before.

Anyone can recommend any reputable and reliable Gynae? Mind sharing it with me?

Since we're on health talk here, they say - You are what you eat... Research shows that the many diseases occuring now that was rarely heard couple of decade ago is due to the food we eat. How far true is this?

Lets see the picture and explanation below...



Something to ponder....

Fast and easy microwave cooking for you?
Read and you decide...

Subject: Microwaved Water - What does it do to you?

Posted by Ms. Nenah Sylver....

Below is a science fair project that my granddaughter did for 2006.
In it she took filtered water and divided it into two parts.
The first part she heated to boiling in a pan on the stove, and the
second part she heated to boiling in a microwave. Then after cooling
she used the water to water two identical plants to see if there
would be any difference in the growth between the normal boiled water
and the water boiled in a microwave. She was thinking that the
structure or energy of the water may be compromised by microwave.

As it turned out, even she was amazed at the difference.

I have known for years that the problem with microwaved anything is not
the radiation people used to worry about, it's how it corrupts the DNA
in the food so the body cannot recognize it. So the body wraps it in
fat cells to protect itself from the dead food or it eliminates it fast.
Think of all the Mothers heating up milk in these "Safe" appliances.
What about the nurse in Canada that warmed up blood for a transfusion
patient and accidentally killed them when the blood went in dead.

But the makers say it's safe. Never mind then, keep using them.
Ask your Doctor. I am sure they will say it's safe too.

Proof is in the pictures of living plants dying.
Remember YOU are also Living. Take Care.

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And I just finished my mid year appraisal with my boss.

Hear this...on of my objective...

Is to reduce 8kgs by mid next year....boleh kaaa?? Like it has anything to do with my work performance.

But being the usual me, I took it positively and proudly nyer nak announce that I've been going jogging for the past 3 weeks on my off day.

Ok so that's just once a week..but it's a start yeahh...And I jogged non-stop for 35minutes...wow!!! The 5 months of walking to and fro the lrt station has definitely paid off.

Next swimming...anyone wants to join. Skarang dah ader burkini.

Untuk mat-mat yang bacer, burkini yee...bukan bikini okehh!!!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

WTH!!!!!

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Macam tetiba panic attack!!! wtf!!! all my entries...

jeng..jeng...jeng...


after 48hours it was ok..


pheww...

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I'm always behind when it comes to reading newspaper. I read yesterday's paper today. Well at least I'm reading it.

My heart weep and tears streaming down my cheek when I saw the pictures above.

What kind of idiot, moron, maniac, crazy human can do this???

These are children for godsake!!!

Take someone your size god dammit!!!

What happen to kind heart?? Where is love when these children need it?? I wish I can have my hands on the caretaker, by god I will.....damn I'm so angry, frustrated, sad.... everything at one time.

I'm glad the Al-Hanan orphans in Baghdad are in better hands now wherever they are.
Now I appreciate my childhood more than ever.

At least the US Soldiers are doing a teeny weeny bit of noble act than taking people's life. Pardon my patriotism...


I hope the caretaker will be punished and rot in hell!!! Scum!!

Read more on these kids here.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Once upon a time at LRT car park....


8.56pm

Got down from LRT and headed towards the car

Then...

Damn...Shit..die...die...

Pandang couple tengah bergaduh...alaaa..mamat nie buat pekak la...help me la deyy... My car there...pleasee!!!!!

9.05pm

Still standing at a faaaarrrr corner from carpark... Where is people when I need them??? Damn I'm gonna miss half of HEROES...

9.10pm

A good samaritan brudder who works with the LRT was doing his rounding found me standing looking helpless.

Apsal? Nak pie keta ke?

Errr..ye laaa...dah lamer tunggu niee.. Boleh tolong kaaa??

As we walking to the cars....

Brudder - Sebenarnyer ANJING nie satu jer cara dier...jangan lari..pastuh jangan ader raser takut..

Aku - Errr..tu laa..tapi saya nie memang penakut dengan ANJING... errr..tima kasih la..temankan saya niee...

Brudder - aaa..takpa...takpaaa..

Damn dogs!!!!! Anjing hampass!!! 4 ekorr..woooo...keliling area keta haku...

9.15pm finally drove home... sial jerr hanjing niee...20minit tuuu..miss HEROES aku...I cud have reach home within that time..

If there's any fear that I need to overcome..is with them dogs...poodle kecik pun boleh buat aku terkencing...

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Masuk dalam lagi...

No..no...please read on. This is far from what you have in mind...hehh..hhehh

There are many circumstances and via many tone of voices that we can utter the words above.

1. When a couple are at the height of orgasm and needing more, of course uttering it with an additional of the word "sayang" at the end. Need I elaborate further??

2. Or could be when we're telling the children to scoot further in the car, again with "sayang" at the end.

I could think of many ways of saying those 3 words but this morning outside the lrt someone got pissed with some people in it, who has a habit of entering the coach and immediately stop right smack in the middle of the entrance/exit door.

Now, what could be worst than having inconsiderate fools/morons/idiot as a fellow commuters who only cares about themselves??

One that don't know shit about the ethic of taking the lrt's or pretend not to know that they deserve an "idiot" remark before 9am. Boy..I would be pissed if I'm farked by stranger before the daily morning brawl...sucks big time.

Well good for you mate!!! Serves you right for being ignorant...

I found some good tips here on how we can make everyone's rush hour journey a little bit pleasant....

So the next time anyone muttering "masuk dalam lagi" u better dig in and dig in deep.