Chemistry or Compatibility

Wait For You lyrics

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

Top 3 at the AI 06 - Elliot Yamin...I so fell in love with this dude...and that song... the voice, the music arrangement..blends well with him..though I must re-consider that new hairdo.

Malam minggu yg lepas saya pergi makan-makan char koay teow with a friend. What intended to be a short lepaks became a till midnight session.

Macam-macam we talked about or I did.. I talk a lot beb..I know..shut me off if you need too ok.

In one of the girlie talks, we were discussing about what do we want in men? Besides money, alim, rajin semayang and all the qualities which seems only achievable in dreamland, we came down to 2 words.

Chemistry



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Compatibility

She said perhaps it's finding a compatible partner is what we're lacking.
Then I suggested, chemistry. Chemistry is what's we're missing.

I only ever had 1 serious non-family related relationship throughout my entire life. Everyone else has tonnes of relationship to brag about....pathetic kan.. and then there's a fling or two that was just what it is..a fling. That one serious courting I had lasted 7 years!! I went through infidelity, twice infact, then had to deal with the temper and mood swings and not forgetting having to deal with his crack addict. Yet I was stuck with him for 7 years. It was not all bad 7, prolly good 3's and 4's ups and downs. One thing for sure I had chemistry with him. He knows what I need when I needed it, how to deal with me when he had to etc..etc... Despite being cheated twice I stupidly accepted him back in my life. Maybe because he makes me feel good. If it weren't for his crack, I honestly think he is the one. I planned but Allah has something else in store with me.

Maybe I discredit myself too much. Maybe because he made me feel good I accepted his nonsense crap. Maybe because he made me laugh, I stayed with him. And maybe because he sometimes insulted me emotionally that made me think I'm not worthy for anyone else but him.

Lots of maybes but there were no regrets...I thanked him for the time we had. Happy time for sweet remembrance and bad time as lesson learned.

It's Que Sera Sera for me now. The future's not for me to think.

And till that chemistry swings by again I'll just stick to the luxury singles can enjoy and do at anytime we feel like it.

As Elliot says...I'll wait for you....

Reality Shows

This might be a little too late. Congratulations to Mila for breaking the male domination in the AF. I dozed on and off during the show and even missed the FA Final match because all the femme in the family out vote the man. So my abang and bro-in-law had to watch it at mamak shop.

The final was on 19th May 2007. A significant date until 2 years ago my 1st abang passed away. And so happen malam tu Aswad new single title was

~BILA MATI CINTA TERHENTI~

Macam tau-tau pulak laa.... Yeah..my SIL got married not a year after my brother's death. Walau dah bertahun-tahun courting plus marriage plus 5 beautiful kids, she still needed a man whom she claims is for the kids.

Ini bukan posting mengungkit, tapi posting "masih tak memahami" tindakan kakak ipar aku itu. Maybe it's sex, maybe not, can be anything..aper pun I hope she's happy.

So aku nak tujukan lagu ~BILA MATI CINTA TERHENTI~ nie kepada dia. Semoga berbahagia dunia dan akhirat.

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Jordin clearly deserve the crown. That finale singing was superb compared to Blake. I thot the final contestant this year..takder ummph!! factor.

It would be real awesome if it was Jordan vs Melinda or Lakisha...or better Melinda vs Lakisha. Now that would be a blast!!!

It was good to see Glady Knights and Bette Midler and other famous superstars performing live.

All and all it was Jordin night. That 17yo lass sure deserve it. I just hope she wun end up another Spears or Lohan.

And I always said combination of Black and white genes...fantastic siot!!!! Have u seen black and malay combination??? Lagi fantastico....I've seen one..infact two.

For those who missed the show last night and maybe tonight too.. this is a uTube of both Blake vs Jordan.


Thisss!! is the American Idol..... Alaaa..ala...Ryan Seacrest tone.. Enjoy!!

Spiderman 3 & Lakisha's tears...

I must say Spidey 3 has more drama and less action. It's better than Spidey 1 but Spidey 2 unmistakebly the best of the trilogy.

Open fact on each other altar egos makes it less suspense. Mr Sandman character, the way it grows from small to big then disappears with the wind, I thought that was really creative. But that venom thingy...hmmm..the fact that it strike down like a meteor was a bit questionable.

When Peter Parker don that black spidey suit underneath his daily clothes, he somewhat look retroish gay. That black under eyeliner sure make him look more gothic. And his dancing was terrible, credit for trying though...His eyes was very convincing when his carrying this character.

And that last past on best friend thingy...kira memang syahdu laaa..utk aku yg drama queen niehh...sob..sob...

Well I'm not much of an experience movie reviewer..Go and see.. It's worth the while..

Next on line POTC 3 and SHREK 3...yeeeehaaaa!!!!

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Lakisha kissed American Idol goodbye. I was not surprised. Blake obviously scored with the girls, Dolittle has been consistent since the beginning and as quoted "her worst is still best" and Jordin sparkling 17yo who amazingly came back after being in the rock bottom last week.

I hope is Sparks and Dolittle in the final..unless Blake can do another original beatbox like when he did during the rock theme, he should stay away from that next week to claim his top 2 spot.

Brianna...mommy comin' home darlin'....

Soul Patrol ruless!!!!

Yaay!!!! so ok i know i'm a bit behind. Staying with 5 kids means I have to sacrifice the luxury of having cable tv...

Late or not...I'm gawd-damn thrill that Taylor won this season. It's about time..he's just a package for all. Everything just suits him even when he wore that gordy purple jacket...he pulled that one..oohhh..he did..

Taylor my man..you make me proud hommie...




Taylor Hicks - Audition Stage